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[Dec. 10th, 2009|01:09 am] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | major tom//shiny toy guns | ] |
if you have any questions, talk to someone in a cape.
"so, friends, we've made it far..." "oh god". oh cande.
"so i have a pole." awkward pause. -darlene
"DUDE I FOUGHT A DRAGON AND I WON." -marque.
"this, this is mine. except for that. that's juan's." -aubrey
"if this explodes, it will kill me. because it's mine. AND IT WILL BE ALL YOUR FAULT." -juan
"are you danielle?" "yeah, spelled with two 'f's." -danielle kaufman/danielle kauffman
"cheese is not a topping to a pizza, it's what holds the toppings on the pizza" -cohen
if you call a crew meeting in three minutes, don't go to the back to get changed. come up with ideas for the tables and be ingenious- you only have twenty dollars. no, jaymee, we DON'T want your choco tacos. if you think there's a problem, just don't tell cande. inspirational speeches are really inspiration. don't let cande hear you having them. never record on a vhs. don't let bill do lights. don't try to take pictures of a video crew, they will try to (and succeed in) stealing your camera. charlotte's selling tickets. i love minions. if the rehearsal goes well, the show will suck- and vice versa, if the rehearsal sucks, the show will be flawless; unless you are us, in which case both rehearsal and show will be AWESOME. it takes five grown men to shake cande's car. in-and-out after an event is love. WIIIIILLLLLLSSSSSSOOOOOOONNNNNN. "let's get a pizza! and put it here. hehehehehehehehe." watch out for the awesome aviators, unless you are prepared with the miracle monocle. ford focus will not win against chevy hhr, but it may win against a toyota corolla. improv comedy shows DO go on despite the freezing temperatures. i love production. let the season ring ♥
corcor |
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[Jan. 4th, 2008|11:10 pm] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | "Better Off Alone" Alice Deejay | ] |
Since some people don't catch on too quickly about privacy and leaving people alone, this journal must be reverted to:
Comment to be kicked in the face. If you weren't my friend before, you ain't gonna be my friend now.
~Ichigo |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2008|06:03 pm] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  Hurt | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | "Sky Falls Down" -DJ Prada G | ] |
I'd do anything for a sign right about now.
One that I could interpret would be nice, too.
I'll pray for something to go right. Mammoth worked out, but that doesn't answer my other questions. I guess I'm incomplete still; I'd love to find It this year.
I'll work in circles and squares and upways sideways downways frontways. As long as I'm working, it'll reach a goal, right?
I want something to go right. Horribly and spectacularly and amazingly right. I'll do anything.
Why look to the present, when it is so bleak/The future is where my gaze shall lay
~Ichigo |
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[Dec. 25th, 2007|11:24 pm] |
Dearest Stacie,
I have a gift for you, as well as your CD and book. Tell me what night you're home and I'll drop them off :3
To all the rest, happy holidays. I hope you rest tonight content and complacent as I ^^
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[Dec. 22nd, 2007|12:46 am] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  Tired | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | "If God Will Send His Angels" U2 | ] |
There was nothing I could do, when my hands were bound
I was held by all these expectations
I felt deeply, truly, they were of mine own
now I can look and see, there is no one left
to impress, and those I wish to impress
simply see me as I be
for the love of all that is sound and just
do not condemn me!
In your haste to vindicate
I am simply a lost variable
Not a factor in the equation at all
you grasp his heart with well-deserved claws
maybe he deserves paws
it is not for me to decide the fate of a new-born soul
to hold and to charge, to crumble or fall
I have discovered what is deep within
And the words as they tumble
as the eloquence descends into a mire of empty
and forgotten pieces, I sit alone and watch bemused
The master of language cannot control her pupils
when it is the words of emotion she cannot
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[Dec. 21st, 2007|10:19 pm] |
HAPPEH BERFDAY MEIMEI!!!
I had a previous engagement to attend, and my phone's ded T_T Nyu.... so HAPPY DAY |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2007|10:39 pm] |
So my parents killed the party idea D: Sad day. But I have other plans... yes... diabolical plans... mhm... haha... mwahah... HEEHEEHAAA... MYWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
In other news, I win.
~Ich |
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[Nov. 30th, 2007|12:27 am] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  enthralled | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | "Iris" GooGoo Dolls | ] |
So, CorCor is turning 18. Before Melissa. But after everyone else. But anyways, my birthday is on the 16th, which is a Sunday. Therefore, I shall have my big birthday blowout on the Sunday. So Melissa can have her party the same weekend if she so chooses, unless she wants to have a joint party with me at my house. Anywho, the details aren't set in stone yet, but I'd basically have a setup similar to my sweet 16th, which includes (but is not limited to)
-Nintendo 64
-DDR
-fiyor pit
-loud raucous laughter
-Capture the Flag
-food and drinks
-excessive partying
-Music (possibly live)
Paul, here's where you come in...
I would greatly appreciate if you provided the latter form of entertainment for me :D Just a little welcome home exploitation appreciation of your skillz. You can come solo or wif your groupies, ne? And we shall have a gay old time.
Party list to be extended. Melissa, call me tomorrow or just comment here on what you wanna do :D
CORCORTURN18YAY |
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[Nov. 28th, 2007|10:13 am] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  impressed | ] |
I understand it's two hours of your life, but I think it's two hours well worth spending.
(This is not meant as an insult, I swear)
I think someone gave this to me a while ago... and had I seen this before that stupid op-ed fiasco, I probably would have withdrawn my statements.
Zeitgeist: The Movie
It's worth it, I promise. Suffer through Part One, if only to get to parts two and three. Honest.
~Ichigo |
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[Nov. 25th, 2007|10:30 pm] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  complacent | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | "What I've Done" Linkin Park | ] |
Why are you always my inspiration?
I heard the sound of the piper piping, he called out to me, and follow him I did, again. I knew it was not the Piper, I knew it was the call. But if anyone shall see him for who he is, if any shall unmask the truth behind his lies, should we ever discover the method to his madness, it shall be me, 'til death do us part.
Don't worry; it'll be his blood on my hands.
~!chigo |
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[Nov. 20th, 2007|11:18 pm] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | "May It Be" Enya | ] |
Linkin Park won Best Artist at the AMAs.
New Ugly Betty in two days.
A full and perfectly balanced class schedule.
Four new inspirations.
A perfect day.
!Ichigo
P.S.
"Standing tall on the hilltop
Face to the wind
The locks of hair dance over the shrouded eyes
He cries
But no tears fall, it is simply a state
Of being
His ears are ringing
With the words, the sounds of a thousand voices
The souls of the masses that he alone shall lead"
I can speak. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2007|09:26 pm] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  lethargic | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | Ugly Betty: Season One | ] |
Put your iTunes/MP3 player of choice on random, and list down the first ten songs that come up. After that, explain why you like the song in question.
1. Emanuela: Fettes Brot- This song just rocks. Heard it in German class during International Week last year. It was amazing. And the music video is HILARIOUS. German rap rocks.
2. The Noose: Perfect Circle- Well, I loved this song until Scottie killed it with his op-ed piece... then I listened to it again and realized it pretty much rocks. And it's a nice vent song for some deep down frustrations.
3. Everything Counts (Live): Depeche Mode- My mom got me addicted to Depeche Mode... and 80s alternative in general. This was one of my favorite songs on the album, and it always makes me think of my mom.
4. You Know My Name: Chris Cornell- It's the song from Casino Royale; I really liked it so I bought it from iTunes. It's a good song that always forces me to sing along x3
5. Kill Bill Theme: Hotei Tomoyasu- Hello, this song is sick. I can replay the scenes in my head while listening to it. I start dancing whenever I listen to it xD
6. Scotty Doesn't Know: Eurotrip sdtk- Okay, the movie was awesome, and the song is awesome because EVERYBODY KNOWS IT. It's fun to just sing and watch the reaction.
7. All Aboard: Darude- Whenever I hear this song I play out a scene in my head from the SMtG story I'm writing. It's a nice techno/trance-y song I like; one of my favorites of the collection I have.
8. Everytime We Touch: Cascada- This song makes me dance; it's so pumped! I like the lyrics too, it's a good overall techno song. I like to snowboard to it.
9. The Awakening: Godsmack- This is part of the music mix that we take camping and that's one of the ones I really like. Godsmack is killer. No one believes me when I say I listen to heavy metal.
10. Whisper: Evanescence- My favorite song off the Fallen album. My old old friend was writing a script and described the scene involving this song, and I really like it. I love music that makes my imagination wander.
Yeah. That was fun. I watched the lighting of the tree at the mall after work today, it was pretty magical. I can't believe the holidays are here already. My birthday is coming up IN EXACTLY A MONTH. OMFG. I'm turning 18. It's so exciting. I've got a lot of hours at work next week, which means big paycheck. And I'm going to drive out to the desert next weekend to be with my family, and I'm working retail on one of the biggest shopping days of the year. I'm proud of myself. Yay life.
UGLY BETTY RULEZ.
~Ichigo |
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[Nov. 15th, 2007|03:25 pm] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  OUTTA MY EFFING MIND | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | Ugly Betty credits song stuck in my head | ] |
NEW UGLY BETTY TONIGHT.
Yeah I'm pretty much addicted. Good news: I've got a borderline A in Voice and Diction; all I have to do is get a decent grade on my Final. This is good. Considering I do crap in that class, when I do go. HE TALKS WAAAY TOO FRIGGIN' MUCH. And I have all my classes mapped out for next semester: anyone who hasn't taken Stats or math yet... should take it with me: or Environmental Science. Astronomy doesn't cover biological science requirements so I'm taking ENSC MO1 and MO2 (L). Plus kickboxing at 6 in the morning with my dad. Aaand... BUS MO2B, which is Accounting 2, but I don't think anyone else has taken Accounting 1. OH, and Eng MO1B. It's so stupid; that AP English course I worked so hard to be in and excel in DOESN'T COUNT for the IGETC requirement where I need it. SO. LAME.
Lemme list this:
PE M15
ECON MO1
BUS MO2B
ENG MO1B
Alright. Yay.
( Soapbox Sex Rant: Take One )
On another, slightly less awkward note, ja ne ma'tai so tama miktem. Aka mit somo ko lamedash mika lak son desh. Wariza loe bei ne.
That's the only way I can say it... without saying it.
~Ichigo |
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[Nov. 14th, 2007|12:30 pm] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | "Your mom's a second player! Ooooooh!" -MeitheAzn. | ] |
So... uhm... I went to Best Buy yesterday... and I found the first season of Ugly Betty there... for $20... and I BOUGHT IT.
PLEASESTACIEDON'TKILLMEIHAVESOMUCHTOLIVEFOR
Anywho, I have Betty, a Mtn. Dew, and a counselor's appt. And work til 10. Urgh. I'm sitting in the arcade at school, because that's where everyone is and I'm too lazy to walk back to the library all by myself.
Dearest Paul: Your video. Was hilarious. Ryan and I nearly died of laughter. Especially when that kid ran at you to tackle you into the water and you just kinda tossed him aside and he went FLAILFLAILSPLOOSH. It was beautiful.
So... that's pretty much it. Holidays are coming soon. They're playing Christmas music at Wal*Mart *eyeroll* and there's a Christmas tree up at the mall. Yes I still work at Forever 21. I work pretty much every night, from as early as 130 to as late as 7. Tonight is the first night I've closed in a loooong time. But it's no biggie.
[Cor is a cock! :D][/azn]
That was a tag by MeiMei. Who probably got her ass whupped by t3h vidja games. Oh yeah. [cheep-ass vidjagames character >>; ]
End tagged.
!Ichigo |
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[Nov. 5th, 2007|08:52 pm] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  Quiet | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | "Emergency Exit (Th' Corn Gang)" Beck | ] |
Just a little FYI, my doggy Rif Raf was put down today. He's been suffering from prostate cancer, and the specialist said there was nothing to be done for him. For the record, I'm not broken up about it; I don't really get emotional about things like that. But my mom and brother are really upset so I'm sad for their sakes. Death happens, and life goes on.
I was going to go on a religious rant, but I really decided against it. I suppose I'll let you all go on thinking I'm a pretense atheist for a little while longer.
Last night it was politics, tonight religion. I should really get out my soapbox sometime. xD
Will someone dance with me?
~Ichigo |
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[Nov. 4th, 2007|08:20 pm] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | "Your Song" Elton John | ] |
CorCor got her Mac back. :3 Yays!
Ugly Betty and Grey's Anatomy may only have new episodes on the air for a short few months. Not yay. T_T
I've been doing a little artsy here and there; check out my dA if you're interested. I'm currently: addicted to the aforementioned shows, working my ass off, still doing school, planning to take 25+ credits next year, and working on getting a car. I drove myself all the way out to Santa Barbara last night. It was creepy in the fog and dark...
ANYONE WANT TO TAKE CLASSES WITH ME NEXT SEM?
I am planning on taking Env. Sci 1 or 2, German (duh), Math MO3 (or MO5), and possibly NTS MO7 (Cultural Foods). Other courses are my major courses. I may have to double major at MOORPARK *groan*. I want to get an AA in Radio/Television, but my major in university is going to be Business. So not only do I have to follow the Moorpark AA requirements and IGETC, but also I have to complete courses for BUSINESS. Ergh. I'll be stuck at Moorpark forEVER.
Sidenote: Mother is extremely pumped about taking trip to Europe with me when I finally graduate. Which means it's going to happen. Which makes me excited. I'M GOING TO FREAKING EUROPE BABY.
Anyways, a close.
~Ichigo |
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[Oct. 1st, 2007|08:34 pm] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  Inspired | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | Fans whirring | ] |
In four weeks... we shall all be celebrating Halloween.
One short month later, it is thusly Thanksgiving.
Trailing happily after that begins the month of December, containing snowboarding season, and of course...
MY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY.
(siiiick.)
Then it is simply Christmas. Christmas break. The holiday freaking season. Beautiful December has never really made it to my favorite month list, but whenever I think December, I think beautiful. Even though that month has always been marked by disaster or drama... my grandfather died last year...the year before, my parents nearly separated... before that, there was snow, sickness, death, disownment, you name it, it happened. But I suppose the year likes to go out with a bang and whirl. And I suppose I need a little drama, to make what's pleasant in life a little sweeter. But I hope that this year, nothing nasty goes down. Perhaps winter will welcome me back as a worshiper to its glory. Perhaps fall knew it was fighting a losing battle for my faith, and went down kicking and screaming. Perhaps this is all I shall have to deal with, enough drama and pain to last a couple years until I find myself in the Oulde Worlde, cutting a new life out of the clay. Maybe I won't make it big, maybe I'll dry up a nameless nobody, with just enough success to keep my bones warm in the night of death. Maybe I'll not try it at all, give up the dream for a home, a family, a husband, and security. Maybe I'll become the dashing, wicked, Bohemian dreamer I've always harbored a soft spot for, become a passionate fighter and live off the fuel of my dreams until I dry up and burn out like a flame. Or maybe I can see my future after all; maybe that toothless old woman down in some dark alley in God-knows-where knew what she was talking about, when she christened my brow as a babe and soothed my superstitious mother with the statement that I would grow to do great things. People think it's fools' talk, but my mother knew what she was doing. Perhaps for the sake of tradition, for the sake of paganism older than any Christ or Church of God. She took me to a seer, and that seer was impressed. Or maybe she just wanted a tip. I don't know, but what I do know is only I have the power to shape my destiny. Me, and no one else. Step I left or step I right, it is my power and mine alone that lifts my foot along the path of glory. Someday I shall want to settle down by a fire and fight the long, cold winter from the sanctity of my house, in the arms of my lover and with the hands of my children. But today, right now, and tomorrow, this future and dream I hold dear is what I chase. Not contentment. Anyone can live without pain, but to do that, they must sacrifice happiness. I shall live with both; hold happiness close to my heart, and pain just within reach. If I can control it, then I can win out over it.
My dreams can't keep me warm at night. But the fire in my soul sure as hell can try.
~Ichigo
P.S. Sorry for the length. |
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[Sep. 27th, 2007|07:19 pm] |
| [ | The Feelings |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | The Sounds |
| | "Finnegans Wake" Dropkick Murphys | ] |
I CAN SEE CLEEEAAARLY NOW, THE RAAAIIIN IS GONE...
I CAN SEE AAALLL OOOBSTAC-LES IN MAH WAAAA-AY...
(da da duh dum dum insert random lyrics here)
IT'S GONNA BE A BRIIIIIIIIGHT(BRIGHT)
BRIIIIIIIGHT
BRIGHT AND SUN-SHINEY DAAAAAAY!
Someday I'll be able to talk about it, and all the pain and struggle and eating disorders and mad squirrels and losing sleep and finding friends and losing loves and getting them back... Right now, I suppose there are only 5 people in the whole widest world that know the whole story... outside the people who were involved. Oddly enough, four out of five of those people I would have never expected to rise to the occasion in the way that they did. One of them, I know, is unfortunately tied to my emotions whether he likes it or not, and is of course owed and graciously bestowed the story. However, I was surprised and deeply gratified for the other four who stood up to the plate and listened to me, and comforted me. You all know who you are, and thank you, thank you so much for being my support, and being my shoulder to cry on. Without you guys I'd be pretty much lost xD Now I still have some spirit and heart to claim for my own, and maybe save for my special someone. I don't have just my dreams, and my future, left to comfort me in the cold lonely days of ascent. I will be something, I will be someone.
Look out world, HERE I FREAKING COME.
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